About Me

June 7, 2025 - Bello!

Bello! How is everyone!!!! I'm doing really well still kicking, there are so many people I want to spend time with and make memories with and I am!!!! I hope I can share these memories with all of you in my little montage I'm making. I'm torn between what songs I should make the end song... We will see I suppose... Okay thanks for reading bye!!

June 1, 2025 - Quick Life Update

hiiiii guysss!! Been a little busy, but I really like that lol. I'm working on a summer montage, not just of my gaming but of my real life doings, which I'm doing more than probably ever before!! I feel like there are so many people who I really like and want to spend lots of time with. I made some lapses so far in who I choose but its okay everythings been resolved!

I'm so excited to share this montage with everyone I'm not even half way through my summer and I really only have like a week or two's worth of clips and photos.

Gonna go play wiffle ball today they call me The Pitcher.

Still been sleeping on the couch

ALSO happy pride month to all of my friends. A lot of the people in my life are LGBTQ+ and I want to see them all flourish and prosper.

May 27, 2025 - twitter

Made a new twitter account @iddienexttoyou

May 25, 2025 - Sleeging

I have been sleeping on the couch downstairs instead of my own comfy bed upstairs. I like the change in scenery and it reminds me of hanging out here with all my friends. Both my cats come lay with me where only one is with me upstairs. Also I can watch and fall asleep to Youtube on the big screen. My speaker is down here too so when I'm coding on the site I can listening to music real loud cause no ones home. It's just a little empty sometimes.

May 25, 2025 - Pasta

all i know how to cook is pasta and i dont want to spend money on food but pasta is pretty cheap its like fuck what do i do bro stuck in a loop......... anyways who up and blogging add my discord its just Jacholis isnt that cool a lot of the accounts i wanted on many social media platforms and games i just get to use jacholis beacuse its really unique im really glad my friend back in the day called me that. it wasnt really my friend more of an older brother figure and he called me it so much i cried because i didnt like it but its so fire i love being a mesh of everyone ive ever loved it makes loving so much fun.

May 24, 2025 - hiii

I can't believe I didnt blog yesterday what the fuck bro should i kill myself let me know

cant wait to hangout with my friends i love having plans. Also I went to taekwondo class last night and can still do a lot of the tricks i used to be able to do. unc still got it is what the kids were saying (not really)

May 22, 2025 - BLOGGING

trying to write a blog on all the Vinyls I own thinking if it should be a post per vinyl orrrr

May 22, 2025 - BOOOM

Steph Curry on the moon 0.01% CHANCE!!!!!!! AND IT WENT IN BOOOM BOOM TRUTH NUKE!!!!!

May 22, 2025 - Friends

How to make friends with anyone:

Be yourself. Trying to be someone you're not is too hard and you wont be able to keep an act up forever

Treat everyone exactly the same, wether you are trying to make a new friend on the bus or you're talking to your favorite musician. Both of those examples each of them just want to be treated like anyone else.

Reach out, you miss 100% blah blah shots blah take blah blah. You've heard the line before but it's literally so true

Expect nothing. Then anything that does happen is better than what you expected!

i was just thinking about this because I dmed a U.S. Olympian who was literally my idol from 2019-2023. Cj Nickolas was literally who I wanted to be. A couple months ago I saw he posted a video of him at a Nettspend concert, so I shot a dm. The other day Cj sent me some of his unreleased music to my phone number.

As you can tell I'm lowkey fanboying... but thats fine! You can fanboy out a little while also being a normal person. My intentions with him were to just talk to someone about music because well... I love doing that. It was just an addition that it was one of the people I looked up to for a sizeable amount of time in my life. I think if your intentions are to just be a fan and treat them as someone higher than you it wont work. Anyways, anything is possible just literally try

May 22, 2025 - Overwatch

just saw one of my old clips where i hit an insane 4k on widowmaker and wow please play that at my funeral let everyone know i was the goat on widowmaker..........

May 22, 2025 - Cooking

i wanna start cooking more especially like finding a recipe i can just remember and do whenever and slowly build that up, so far i got like 1 meal made by myself total LOL. cooking felt so good though and eating the food when i was done Wow. Okay Goodnight.

May 22, 2025 - Clairo

yes im a boy who listens to clairo, no im not a male manipulator. yes we exist...

sorry i didnt kiss youuu but its obvious i wanted toooooo

May 22, 2025 - Gerb

just remembered when we were at the airport and we said we were gonna make things work!! LOL... In all honestly we did really try so I can't be too upset about it

I don't think ill be able to do long distance again after that too much stress and not knowing

May 21, 2025 - Friends

the other day I had a friend over at my house so I wasn't doing my usual gaming. I was called a traitor by not 1 but two friend groups who had missed me for only the two days I was off. After thinking about it I am so lucky to have friends who do really care for me and appreciate my presence even if its just in a VC. I cried earlier thinking about it.